I shouldn't... || 2008-02-10 at 10:07 a.m.
Jason just logged onto AIM so I started chatting with him. Why do I always do this to myself? He always does very subtle things to piss me off. I'm not sure if any of it's intentional or not but he does it. I shouldn't talk to him. I know I shouldn't. It's been almost two years and I still have some kind of obsession with him. Not like I want to be with him... well, a little bit. Which I feel horrible for saying because Kris is the best thing that has ever happened to me.
It's like that with so many of my ex's. I don't know why I'm so screwed up in that department. I need some serious freakin help!!!
What I'm Hearing: Matt doing dishes.
What I'm Thinking: I just need to be ok with me.
What I'm Watching: